I am moving in 2 weeks, as of today. I am very excited. This past week was filled with so many emotions, high points & low points. It would take me forever to tell you everything I did, so you are just going to have to believe me.
San Diego: I talked about this place alot this week. How I am so excited to be moving out there this time next year. And how my friend Heather is moving out there with me, makes it a even better chance that it will happen. I just can’t wait to start over. It sounds very cliche, but really… I need a new start. I will be cross the country from all the stuff that makes up my past. The best thing that I could do. I am always trying to re-build, re-work and re-new things here. I realized that I can’t keep doing that. There’s gotta be a time when you just walk away from it all. But for me, it will be a plane ride away from it all. It’s my plan. And nothings gonna stop me.
The Ex: I absolutely can’t stand talking or even typing about him. Things fell apart long before we ended things. And he was supposed to come pick up the crap that’s at my apartment. He has no balls. *Sorry for my amazing choice of words*. But he doesnt. He is getting his best friend’s girlfriend to come here and do his dirty work. Be a man. Grow up. A part of me wants to call him and be like, wow… you have to grow up. But there’s no way in hell I am picking up my phone. After 3 years you would think that he would treat me like a normal human being and be civil. I don’t want to fix things with him. I just think it would be necessary to sit down and be like “Thing’s just didn’t work out. I don’t regret anything. Maybe some day down the road we can be friends again, and I really do wish you the best”. Right?! Whatever. It’s not a surprise that he’s not man enough to face me. Over it.
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I remember when I moved into my own home, what freedom. You’re gonna love it.
I just found your blog BTW and I love it so far.
new beginnings are always great. i did the same thing with san diego after i finished college and moved back home for a year…the 6 months i spent there were some of the best times i’ve had as of yet. it’s fun to start over there…i think you picked a great spot! if you need to know anything about SD let me know! i lived there for almost 5 years w/ college and afterwards!
i think a new beginning will be beautiful for you nicole and I can't wait to hear about all of the shenanigans you get in to and all of your exciting experiences 🙂 <3